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Monday, October 09, 2006

i still cant believe what u said this morning. it's okay if you've given up hope, but spare a thought for me and keep it to yourself, won't that make everyone happier? i know u went through what i'm going through, fine. so be it, you took a shorter time to get over it, but it's not as if i'm stagnanted at the place that i was. but then again, what do i noe right? what will people think of me right? what will people say if they knew that i kept on letting them down right? well i am not, so just go ahead and continue to think what you're thinking.

i am not wallowing in self-pity, neither am i expecting you to comprehend fully, but at least be more sensitive, won't that make the world a better place to be in? why must everything i do revolve around what people say? can't you just understand that people have no right to judge? because of the simple universal fact that everyone is different and no one knows exactly what i am going through?

i'm just hurt that everything these days just revolves around what people will say if they knew. the only one that i can count on now is God i guess, because He would never judge and forsake. i'm just disappointed that you had to be the one to give me this rude reality check.

for You alone, make me dwell in safety.

9:35 PM;